I'm so glad he's home for the summer, because he's always been my running buddy. Tonight, when he finished running his mile around the track and I still had one more lap to go, he ran a few paces behind me and said, "Don't stop, or I'll crash into you. I'm your incentive to keep going." In that moment, when I was on the verge of giving up, that was the nicest thing anyone could have done for me.
I sometimes worry about having kids in the future because I'm afraid they won't have a relationship like my brother and I do. I know so many people who hate their siblings, some who haven't willingly spoken to their brother or sister in years. If my kids wished their siblings didn't exist, I wouldn't feel like I had a real family. (I'm not saying great sibling relationships are what constitute a real family; rather, I'd feel as if my family was imperfect -- not in the acceptable way that all families are.)
Our relationship isn't all sunshine and daisies, don't get me wrong. There have been times where I swore I would never speak to him again because of some offensive thing or another. I can never stay mad at him for long though; he always finds a way to infect me with his sweetness or alluring quirkiness again. All in all, I'm extremely lucky to say I have the best brother in the world.
Supa Cheesay, Ow! also three years old... |
On Repeat: "What's Up" - 4 Non Blondes (It's just stuck in my head. Get it outttttt!)
Days until Colorado: 29
Days until California: 71
Days until I no longer have to work at Subway: 90
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